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May 12th, 2004
11:10 am - Feelings at heart is so hard to understand...
* Sometimes people really loves someone alot without realising it, there are times where you said you don't care anymore but is not true.
* How can people say things like... I won't love anyone anymore..infront of someone he is dating with currently. This is so hurting...
* Why are you not sensitive enough to know how i feel or actually you do know but you don't care.
* I just realise that i like this person alot but since i can't give him everything he will never want anything from me...sigh...
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May 5th, 2004
01:37 pm - Off day...blues
Sigh.. stupid rain! Now I need to postpone my plans to go out, rainy day cannot suntan, cannot go JB, cannot swim & is so diffcult not to get wet.
Current Mood:  disappointed
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April 28th, 2004
09:24 am - how we met...
I remember chatting with him online cause he is seeking friends, first impression he is a nice person that do not mind making friends with a fat ass like me hahah...
Anyway that is the first encounter, not long after that our first accidental meet up in a karaoke hangout in chinatown. He was with his friends and i am with mine.
i am so happy to see the real person, we chat for awhile but not long...good enough to make me remember him for life.
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April 26th, 2004
09:02 am - I've tried
I've TRIED
Many times I try to understand
What it means to love somebody
Many times I fail to understand
Cause it hurt too much to find out
I’ve tried closing my eyes to feel you
Only to find out I can no longer see you
I’ve tried stretching out my hands for you
Only to be hurt by the painful touch of love
In came someone new in my life
Giving me the hope again to love and be care
In came that someone new in my life
Make me look forward each and everyday
to be continue...
Current Mood:  blank
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April 20th, 2004
09:06 am - should i or should i not....
yo... finally come up with a plan to go for studies, but seems that not many ppl r supportive enough.
I have been thinking, being in F&B industry is a killer. it required strength, energy and time... which i feel that is not a long term career. I need a back up plan. That is why i choose to go for study and get myself another skill.
yo2... decision at work, decision at home, decision to study, decision on relationship....etc
I need to clear my mind abit, is getting abit cramp for all my thoughts. I am going mad soon :?
yo3... looking forward to it
going on a trip to JB with him soon, wondering wat's it gonna be like. So excited... are you excited about it BABY? hee...love you
Current Mood:  amused
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April 19th, 2004
02:04 am - special day ... SPECIAL MOMENTS...
Out on 16th April 04 with a "special person", we went for a PLU show titled enter the phoniex -Dark humour show featuring Daniel Wu, Eason Chen, Stephern Fung & Karen Mok about homosexuality in the mafia society.
Thereafter a nice.. or not so nice cafe latte at lattitute cafe, and my cute baby had a lychee .. something... Nice and cool place to hang out with a super strong air-con.
Taking this chance i can hug my baby tight tight..hee :)
We took lots of picture on that day..1 which i like the most >>> of me kissing his cheek.
Time pass quite fast on all happy moments......... need to leave for work so sad how i wish i can spend more time with him... being in a underground relation is so sad..
SHOUT OUT LOUD: I LOVE YOU BABY.... THANKS FOR ALL THE TIME YOU GAVE ME
Current Mood: touched
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April 15th, 2004
08:30 am - good morning to the whole world
Things i gonna do today...
1) Goin' swimming @ Di Di house with Marcus
2) Might be meeting Walfred to dscuss the whole cafe thing...
3) Goin' to attend Michael singing competition today.. how i wish i am joinin'
Thing i wish gonna happen...
1) Relation to work out fine
2) Someone offering me a good job
3) All my friends doin' fine & happy
4) All my friends wishes coming true.. haha...
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: xiao mei - hao bu gong pin'
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02:12 am - will always remember this...
Is really hard to forget this very day i met ..... for lunch at yuki yaki (cine-leisure) for buffet, sharing a nice mud pie together on a rainy day. Well dun consider that as romantic but is good enough.
Current Mood:  crazy
Current Music: mavis hee - stupid wo-men
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01:22 am - Quote from a special friend...
[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<haven’t>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] <Haven’t we seen people who fear his own partner being unfaithful while he himself is the unfaithful>
This statement leaves me pondering for quite sometime, is like thousand arrows pointing at me this very moment. it hurts to be the one invlove, it also hurt to be the victim, it hurts even more for the third party.
I have been thru bad relationship, leaving me hurt and sorry for myself. I even promise myself, never to be in this situation..well guess god is out there to make me suffer.
Why can't love be shared between 3 loving people... no one would want to see anyone get hurt.
Current Mood:  confused
Current Music: Sun yanzi - kai shi dong le
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